DeathYard

Ice Kacang

2011-11-06T09:56:00.000-08:00

Just finished watching Ice Kacang - Puppy love. A very touching movie, funny and talks about life.

Ice kacang is a story about a boy who fell for a girl who moved to his house after her mom run away from home. Being bullied by her friends the girl grown to be strong and wanted to be as strong as a fighter fish, wishing that one day she'll go back to meet with her dad and go to a place far far away. The guy constantly stood by her side but never dared to tell her. Unable to keep the truth for long he finally leaves a letter on her desk, although the letter changes possession for few times and never got to the girl, but their relationship grow closer with every moment they spend together.

In Time

2011-11-02T07:21:00.001-07:00

Watched "In Time" today with Steve, Paw and Sam.

Overall the show was not bad, i was attracted to the show for the concept of time is the currency and how scary it's going to be to know exactly the time u have left for yourself to live. Everybody stops aging after they're 25 and their time starts counting, they spend it as their money and they work for extra time. The story started as the Main Character, Will Salas (Justin Timberlake) struggled living his everyday life with his mom, paying off bills and rent when both themselves don't have much time left to spare. And then Will met a guy with a century of time, saved him and end up owning a century for himself. With so much time on his hand, he's trying to find his way to revenge to the system of where the rich can live forever and the poor has to struggle for daily life when his mom timed out. And that's where he met Sylvia Weis (Amanda Seyfried), daughter of a rich person in command of the system and their adventures together starts.

2011-06-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

2011-06-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

Day 4
- execution part 1

Day 5
- execution part 2

Day 6
- new bg sketch

Day 7
- 2nd part started

2011-05-26T07:45:00.000-07:00

Day 1
- Designing character
- Rough poses, keys and grouping
- Research and Development

Day 2
- problem solving
- frame range testing
- adding more poses

Day 3
- compilation
- fixes
- planning before execution

2010-12-07T00:46:00.001-08:00

http://tanhw.pixnet.net/blog/category/17296

2010-11-13T10:31:00.001-08:00

After been left behind so far, i tried to push things too fast.. now i realize that i had been wrong... Everything is wrong.. Now i just feel like chilling out and release my mind for a while.. 21 is indeed a very bitter age..

2010-10-24T04:36:00.000-07:00

no matter how good it sounded to anyone.. i still don't like it.. praying isn't gonna give u skills or knowledge.. u earn it.. and u thanked God u did it.. i can't just wish Him i can play guitar and memorized all the chords now can i? I had to practice and pray that He'll be bless my hardwork with satisfying result.. (just felt like saying that)

2010-10-13T09:54:00.000-07:00

Today went for Nicholas Lim Chong Wei's farewell dinner at Chilli's.. It was great. End.

Just kidding.

You will be missed dearly Nlim.. Stay happy as always and i will still poke you if i see you again.. TLC from all of us in RnH.. It's been great knowing ya.. take care buddy.. (P.S. do update ur blog once in a while)

2010-10-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

if anyone happen to see DEATH tell em i'm not ready yet..

2010-10-02T11:22:00.001-07:00

maybe the best answer after all is not to think at all

2010-09-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

half an hour work.. the pics says everything.. LOL

2010-09-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

A random crappy sketch of raven.. My gosh really need to improve my drawing..

2010-09-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

Been pressing the button "create new post" for few times d these few days.. but still dunno what to update.. no expectations or disappointments.. everything seems to be out of my concern anymore.. guess i've been dragged to the cycle of repetition and i wish i know how to break free.. guess i'm not the only one..

2010-09-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

dream is the key for us to conquer the world.. run without rest until you reach it..

2010-09-10T09:16:00.000-07:00

Bye

2010-09-09T09:47:00.000-07:00

sketch for fun

2010-09-09T07:44:00.001-07:00

Tomoro will be my last karaoke day

what have i done??

2010-09-08T08:28:00.001-07:00

u make me worry.. u make me wonder.. u make me dream.. u make me sad.. u make me jealous.. u make me angry.. u make me shy.. u make me inspired.. u make me cry.. u make me smile.. u make me happy.. u make me everything i am.. just wish could make u mine..

2010-09-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today i heard a kid said " don't lie!!! " to an adult.. it might just be a normal everyday things.. a kid acting bad.. an adult threaten to call the police and all.. but somehow what Ayah Edy told us in the seminar.. Kids learn from us and we're responsible for how they turn out to be... whether it's good or bad..

So as i was saying.. this thing happened in my family also.. i can remember countless times my family member would threaten kids with "calling the police"... so indirectly aren't we teaching our kids that "IT'S OK TO LIE?" don't get me started about breaking promises.. What i'm trying to say is, ur kid is what u are.. u are what u show them who to be.. so parents please be more aware of what u're teaching ur kids.. *peace*

2010-09-05T08:45:00.001-07:00

Qing fei de yi

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2010-09-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

there's always a Z axis that sometimes is hidden.. and we've been affected by it without even realizing it sometimes... time to open up eyes and mind to the bigger picture and to see that the path is actually longer than it looks... or that it's already ENDing..

been practising a lot of stuff recently.. but the more i go deeper into it.. i realize the more something is coming out of me.. impatience.. anger.. i'm going faster and more reckless... becoming berserk... i guess it's part of the traits of becoming me.. i wish i had more control of myself..

2010-09-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

i don't joke.. only sarcastic sometimes..

2010-09-03T07:22:00.001-07:00

love make u weak

2010-09-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

Ok.. after a thorough discussion, my fren came up with a conclusion.. "i don't want to get care lar.. not my country also better don't get involved.."

i'm not sure if i should support that statement or not.. but apparently that's what everyone wanted..

2010-08-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

Today went to buy Step up movie tickets in ioi and then i waited at the bus stop for one hour, i was sitting on the handles as there's no seats available on the seatings and in front of me are rows of taxis.. during my stay at the bus stop there's one arguments between a taxi driver and a black African guy.. they were arguing for a while before the taxi driver went to his car trunk and take out a baseball bat threatening to hit the guy as he was doing this he was pushing the African guy back til it reached right in front of me.. the Malay driver was shouting something about "u want to take taxi with only RM10??" or something like tat.. well luckily there's another taxi driver seperates them before anything happen and do note tat while this incident is taking place the African guy is still talking back to the taxi driver, the words tat i heard was.. "Are u a Muslim? huh? huh?!" (wat does being a Muslim has to do with anything?) after they're separated.. the black dude make a phone call and after that the taxi driver that separates them come over and talk to the black dude and the black dude scolds and curse at him.. "u think i'm stupid? the place i'm going can reach with only RM 6!! but u're charging me RM 50!! F*ck u!! etc etc etc..."

tat dude was talking so loud and kept scolding.. until his friend (another black African dude.. bigger size with cool sun glasses) arrived in a taxi and they do the "handshake" tat i thought was someone got slapped or something punya sound... and then after tat the problematic guy went to a bus and his friend went back to his taxi.. After the problematic guy went up the bus he's still scolding or talking very loud to the driver of the bus.. as if he's complaining or something but i couldn't hear wat he was talking anymore.. and as the bus drove off he was eye-ing for the bunch of taxi driver that he argued with earlier... i think he showed them the finger or something.. it was too far away for me to see but oh well.. tat's tat..

2010-08-25T05:17:00.001-07:00

feel like doing alot of things.. but at the same time also don't feel like doing anything.. it's like my life is being pressured so much.. but there's no one pressuring at all.. the disturbance come from inside..

2010-08-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

Aiyak today morning punya plan fail.. never mind try again next time.. xD

Today has been a great day.. let's leave it to that.. xD

*Lunch set - RM16
*Tutti Frutti - RM10
*Popcorn and movie - RM5+RM13
*Dinner at Ru jia - RM10

Wat a way to SPEND a weekend..

2010-08-20T11:50:00.001-07:00

F***.. where are all the normal ppl??

2010-08-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

Gun lae gun

taa bok waa pleng nee dtaeng hai ter ter ja cheua mai
man aat mai pror mai seung mai suay ngaam meuan pleng tua bpai
yaak hai roo waa pleng rak taa mai rak gor kian mai daai
dtae gap ter kon dee roo mai chan kian yaang ngaai … daai

ter kong koie dai-yin pleng rak maa nap roi pan
man aat ja dohn jai
dtae gor mee kwaam maai meuan-meuan gan dtae taa ter fang pleng nee
pleng tee kian peua ter tao nan
peua ter kao jai kwaam maai laew jai ja daai mee gan lae gan

hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang

mee kwaam jing yoo nai kwaam rak dtang maak maai
lae tee paan maa chan chai way-laa peua haa kwaam maai
dtae mai naan gor perng roo meua took krang tee mee ter glai
waa taa chee-wit keu tam nong ter gor bpen dang kam rong tee pror lae seung jap jai

hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang

mee taang dern hai rao dern kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
mee taang dern hai rao dern ruam kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan

2010-08-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

When there's no KIMCHI at all

it's amazing how u can cook right from the start
without asking so much, i put it into my mouth
try as i may, i would never to ask
why u always would cook the same thing?

Chorus :
the smirk on ur face, and i know what u're cooking
there's a kimchi inside and u know that i'll love it
the taste of ur hair tat went in me
taste like nothing at all*

u cook it best, when there is kimchi in all

after so long it's been, u're beginning to think
wat would happen if u, couldn't cook kimchi at all
try as u may, u would never to ask
why i always would eat the same thing?

Chorus*

it won't be best, when there's no kimchi at all

Repeat Chorus*

u cook it best, when there is kimchi in all

that smirk on ur face
that kimchi inside
that taste of your hair let's me know tat u love me

2010-08-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

oowh.. hmm ok i guess i have to do it.. "selamat hari merdeka".. *one man applause.. Indonesia Jaya!! XDXD

2010-08-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

Reload - 30
Chicken rice ball - 13
Cendol - 2.50
Fish snack - 1.50
Tea break - 3.80
9 Degree drink - 3
T shirt - 12
Sate celup - 7.50
Transportation (???) + 1

My gosh i've spent soo much in one day.. but it was fun.. hahaha.. Went to Melacca with Kaylee, Christopher, Yan feei and Ash... It was a sudden trip, but also a great one.. xD

2010-08-13T11:20:00.001-07:00

hahaha.. OMG.. managed to chat on 3 different chat box with 3 different topic.. and one of them managed to give me something to do for tomoro.. i'm goin to MALACCA!!! hahaha... tat's soo random.. Kaylee u made my day lar. seriously i literally was laughing when i chatting with u.. u want to go.. but scared it's too rush.. but just with abit of push from others then u're convinced and all out on it.. hahaha.. now hopefully i can wake up early tomoro.. :P

okaaay.. had a lot of emo talk also in fb.. mostly with the same ppl... hmmm.. i guess i just see things differently as others.. i am soo INVERTED.. ==

2010-08-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

ain't feeling so bright these days.. feeling very competitive although most of the things i'm doing ain't getting me nowhere but it's fun.. life is always more interesting with goals.. even though they're just temporary.. xD

Been making myself cooking these few weeks.. I try to make it a habit at least once a week.. it makes me to be more aware of the value of food as well as more appreciative towards them.. wat am i to say? i love food.. <3

anyway.. i know the "dramas" around has been pretty tense.. i wonder if i'm affected as well? tat would explain all the emotions.. but regardless of what's happening.. i hope everything will be alright.. for everyone..

also i've been very clumsy lately.. those words tat slip through my mouth ain't nice to hear.. i'm certainly sound more like sarcastic rather than joking.. but i can't take back wat i said.. so sori if i had insulted anyone.. it's unintentional..

2010-08-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

hmmm. when did i start to become so ignorant?? but i still think i too kepo and should mind my own business.. mentally at least..

2010-08-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

I'm such a bad stalker.. in a sense.. it's not good to stalk.. but i also can't do it properly..

2010-08-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

is there such thing as addicted to crying? is it the same with pain addiction?

2010-07-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

Today went to eat at ming tien with jothan.. it was indeed a place full of memories.. but one tat struck me more than anything was my supper time with yi zheng.. it's been soo long.. and it sure was fun while it lasted.. things change so fast i barely can keep up.. but why do i have to keep up? sometimes it just best to be old fashioned and laid back once in a while.. there's no turning back now.. i do hope i learn my lesson.. or i never will..

2010-07-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

All my bags are packed i'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowing his horn
Already i'm so lonesome i could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh baby, i hate to go

There's so many times i've let you down
So many i've played around
i tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place i go, i'll think of you
Every song i sing, i'll sing for you
When i come back, I'll give you a great big hug

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
CLose your eyes i'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When i won't have to leave alone
About the times, i won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh baby, i hate to go

Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh baby, i hate to go

2010-07-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

since i long time never do drawing d and it totally sucks when i draw for jateen's card earlier today.. so this is my second attempt of self potrait.. ( just draw for fun ) and i don usually draw glasses.. it contradicts between my drawing style and myself.. xD

2010-07-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

today soo speechless when someone ask me... "how much is it?" while holding my yoyo.. i'm sori.. it's not for sale!!

things has been goin quite fast lately.. as if time just fly by.. i wonder when is the next event worth remembering will happen again.. talking bout experience.. here's some to spare..

- if steve got the shocked expression from the indian nurse.. then mine had to be the egg-seller and her STARE... this is wat happen when u walking a small packed market swinging your suitcase.. i used to love using a black metal suitcase for some unexplained reason.. i used to walk to my english private class few streets away from my house in the morning.. then one day i accidentally BANGed an egg-seller on the side walk right on the eggs.. she protected her eggs like a mother bird would except this one is for selling.. and she gave me this COLD icy stare...... a stare that i'll never forget.. i walk pass by in a very fast phase.. few days later.. i change my bag...

- there's this turning point in my school right after the entrance and there's this "extracted" part of the wall used to put ur bags and stuff.. well, tat part belong to the side wall right next to the pathway while the other side is a big field.. so there's actually plenty of space to walk around.. but being ME,i always walked on the pathway (wat i would called "the path for walking") and used to bang my head on a daily basis right on the corner of it.. tat bloody thing was just exactly my height tat time during primary school.. who would create a blockage right in the pathway?! STUPID thing.. luckily thing thing ends after i go to higher grade and different school..

- my FIRST day of class in primay school was a memorable one.. my dad brought me and my sis to school.. it was my first time going to that school so everything was fairly new to me while my sis alr in 3rd grade.. soo my dad looked at the board to know which is mine and sis's class.. and after tat we went to my class.. i looked around.. memorized some faces tat would be my future classmate and decided to sit few rows away from the back corner.. after i settled down, put down my bags and all... my dad asked me whether i want to go to check out my sis's class... so away we go.. right in front of my class my dad reminded me of my class "mai be ki ar lu e pan 1 M" (don't forget ur class 1 M) i was like "yea yea yea" (who would forget their own class?) then we proceed to my sis class.. lingered there for a while until the bell rang.. my dad asked me if i can go back to my class alone.. i said "stop worrying" and left.. well... as expected.. i got lost.. my sis's class was on the 3rd floor in different building and mine was on the first floor in the next building.. for some weird reason.. I WENT IN THE FIRST CLASS I SAW ON THE FIRST FLOOR.. i sat on the place where i put my bag.. it wasn't there!! and all my classmate somehow looked "different" from what i remember.. and to make things worse the teacher came in to class.. O_O

- so yea.. tat time i felt "cornered".. tat's the best way to describe it i guess.. LUCKILY there's one more "kakak" still inside the class and helping a student to settle down in front of me.. when she going out, i followed her.. hiding from the teacher's point of view (the whole class must be thinking wat this fella doin but i wasn't really paying attention to them) after i got out of the class i rushed back to my sis's class (surprisingly i still remember her class.. 3rd floor 3rd class from the right side) i peeked from the window and saw her.. i gave hand signal to her.. she and a bunch of her classmates noticed.. i think we exchanged hand sign for a while before she finally come out.. we went back to my class and she reminded me again of my class name 1M.. i went inside.. familiar faces.. my bags is still there.. luckily the teacher wasn't there yet.. and my sis went off.. so much for my first day of school..

- i almost got left in pataya.. somewhere in thailand i think.. can't really remember where.. but it was our last day of trip overseas and my parents were busy packing.. i was still in my primary school still young so i spent some time walking around the hotel.. a way to say goodbye to the place and kill off boredom i guess.. i walk floor by floor.. all doors looked the same, until i found one door written there.. "emergency door".. hmmm... i went in looked around.. there's nothing inside but stairs.. oh well.. i planned to head back from where i came in.. but the door was locked... i wasn't really sure what i was thinking but practically i walked up and down stairs by stairs down to the parking lot, went back up to 20 something floor and back to the place where i got lost.. i didn't cry.. wanted to but didn't.. i didn't even cried for help.. just waited and waited.. until i heard my dad's voice calling out for me from the other side of the door.. i "knocked" at the door... i still remember my dad was like "hey, did u hear that?".. not long after tat he opened the door.. i walk pass him heading to our room hotel but my dad told me from behind that they're all in the lobby alr.. and i went down, join the rest of the group, didn't say anything.. nothing ever happened.. shhhhh

- i kinda remember this experience but then again not... it's about a kid who tried to hide his shit by stepping on it.. it wasn't me.. but the whole thing was pretty disgusting... it went something like this.. i like to eat the stuff i can find around my house.. and that kinda triggered my fellow brothers to do the same also.. but they just like to nibble on them and put them back.. (finish up your food la!) my sis scolded us as she passing by.. and when she came back my bro was stepping on something brown as if trying to hide it.. we thought he DROPPED the food.. same color mah.. somehow luckily with the aid of the smell we managed to found out it was shit before my sis touched it.. i don't really remembered what happened exactly but yea.. still something memorable.. LOL

2010-06-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

doodle noodle

2010-06-20T03:03:00.001-07:00

Doing final on the weekend currently.. It's hard to do something without support from anyone.. especially when everyone alr telling u to ditch it and u're being the persistent "bitch" in continuing the project. i got no one to blame if i'm killing my passion this way.. My animation is downgrading every second as i doing it.. at times i wonder "where are my group members?"...

There's sooo much things missing, overlapping, not working properly, etc.. And i just kind of just wink it.. I can only "cheat" to a certain limit, but mistake keep showing.. I'm alr scared how the result is going to be..

2010-06-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

doodle..

2010-06-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

___,,,
<(O。O)>
___U
___ll

2010-06-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

Let see now.. well my head is spinning.. a lot of things in my mind that i can't help myself with.. a lot of awkward things happening.. but overall quite good... booked the hotel for Bali d.. FINALLY.. although i don usually do early planning, but i do contradict myself a lot nowadays..

funny that i got this jet lag thing going on once in a while.. it's like a computer that is VERY slow and respond only a few while AFTER u set in the command.. soo the feeling now is like everything stack up together.. want to be angry and cry at the same time.. feels weird... i wanna be emo again.. just to be safe.

2010-06-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

How the hell do someone manages to do skytrex, go skating and watch movie in cinema all within a day?? O_o

2010-06-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

Each step that i take... all looks the same.. sometimes i wonder if i ever move again.. I feel that i might do the same mistake again.. i might just do it...

But something that is within my grip... OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!!!

2010-06-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

These few days has been really heavy for me.. Exclude the gravity and the impact.. Being left all alone had given me the chill of loneliness and "flashbacks" had been happening to me.. Not the good ones.. I been forgetful, careless, tired, exhausted and unmotivated.. Most of the time i feel like being angry.. I feel like scolding some sense into myself but end up throwing it elsewhere AGAIN... Until i've been given a GOOD slap to myself to remind me that life is just once.. So does the chance to be happy..

2010-06-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

I had to be honest.. I fell down from a skateboard on a slope and landed on my face hurting every limbs tat i have plus slight blood is happening around.. But i'm fine..

2010-05-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... to look back at yourself and say what have u achieved so far in your life..

2010-05-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

haven't been doing some drawing in a while... so just doodling around.. xD

2010-05-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

2010-05-14T08:42:00.001-07:00

Well coz everyone keep on asking me how to go to my place... sooo here it is!! a complete map to my place.. Next time u know where saraka is.. xD

there's two ways to go to my place.. actually there's more.. but so far i only aware of those two only... there'll be a big sign board telling u when u reach Pangsapuri D'kiara.. so u know when to turn in.. xD

2010-05-13T06:54:00.001-07:00

what a random drawing... O_O

2010-04-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

don't give up just yet... > <

2010-04-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

speed paint with title "may the force be with you".. wasted some time thinking of wat to draw.. and at the end come out something like this.. xP

2010-04-20T08:07:00.001-07:00

Did some painting to kill time.. draw outline on flash and color using photoshop.. still WIP.. but u know wat? I DUNNO HOW TO CONTINUE D FROM HERE!!! help~?

2010-04-18T14:07:00.001-07:00

first try out on painting with photoshop.. wanted to try out using soft blending in color rather than solid color.. but somehow i just can't bring over my color sense.. it's like totally learning new stuff.. i have to keep practicing..

time... 5.07 gosh i should really sleep..

2010-04-18T12:51:00.000-07:00

i feel kinda lost rite now.... like a little boy.. who doesn't know which way to go.. but yet right now.. i have to find my own way.. coz in reality no one is capable of helping me to find what i am or what will i become... Now.. kinda nothing to lose... the status here is kinda quiet.. the room gives a familiar look and quite decent comfort.. the people around here left the impression of unsafe... can't trust the guards... can't even look at them... the wind is chilling... the time is 3.55... mind is kinda empty... things was pretty rough and a lot of bumpy ride along the way.. but till this point.. doesn't make much difference...

goal : ??????

2010-04-18T09:44:00.000-07:00

Rule 1
don ask too much questions

Rule 2
don be too selfish

Rule 3
if u can't forgive then just forget

Rule 4
i'm with the stupid.. *point to Rule 3

2010-04-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

Gaaahhh... show off!!! show off!!! = =

damn.. this.. damn that... i need to clear my mind for a while.. = =

2010-04-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

Shit.. I'm softening off.. And it's as painful as ever.. Stop it.. Stop it..

2010-04-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

= = practice practice practice... and practice summore... i should really try to avoid the habit of pulling the yoyo string too often.. i mean like.. literally touching the string and pull it... doesn't help much.. > <

2010-04-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

Some healthy random talk..

When i got unhealing scar for weeks.. my doctor recommend me to drink alot of soya bean.. then today somehow we end up having this talk about soya bean in the pantry.. Mr. Rotten says tat he got crystalized before coz of drinking soya bean close to everyday.. well.. it makes sense.. somehow i make the conclusion tat it contains the function of making ur "crystalization" faster... i think it's the blood function of "dunno wat u call tat punya thing other than the red blood cell and white one" and i just bought this BIG bottle of soya bean as my drinking collection.. so far got 3 d.. milo ( Lily say milk can last for 3 days after open.. O_o ) Orange Juice and soya bean.. Hmmmmm.... I want more.. :P

Somehow.. Miraculously.. Surprisingly.. Unexpectedly... I managed to do looping for more than 10 times.. not perfect.. but close enough.. O_o how the hell did i do tat again??????

2010-04-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

these few days has been awfully tiring.. Work work work.. I barely have the strengh to stay awake in the office anymore.. then today got the chance... I slept almost all the way during video conference... :P haha.. please don blame me.. everyone forced me to go... but i did know wat was happening in the vc.. soo it's not wasted after all.. XD

and GOD!!! please give me strengh to finish up this bloody animation... > <

2010-04-13T07:41:00.000-07:00

alrighty then.. it's settled.. tomorrow night... SPAWN!!!! :P
i've seen enough sneak peek to get myself interested d.. today's abit late.. so i'm watching it tomoro instead.. gotta sleep early or end up sleepy again in the office.. At least i finished a shot today.. What about tomoro?

2010-04-12T07:03:00.001-07:00

My right hand is aching now.. i wonder why.. which kinda reminded me of the dream tat i had about a girl with a blue black arm... i can't really remember wat happened in the dream but apparently the image of her just flash back unto me.. or... maybe coz i just carried 3 big plastic bags filled with food and drinks to a long way home... LOL

Leaders...

My definition of a leader is one of the team member who takes the responsibility to lead the team and at the same time still plays a role as a team player with equal value with the rest of the team.. Leaders are not feared, pitied or hated.. but respected..

I'm not a leader...

2010-04-11T10:16:00.001-07:00

OMG.. i'm soo sori.. but i can't help but to share this pic.. i was digging through my pic collection and found this pic.. this is how cizy drink with her nose... XDXDXD

2010-04-11T02:23:00.000-07:00

for some reason.. it crosses my mind.. tat i'll never be happy..

well.. not with this attitute at least..

2010-04-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

There's one thing tat i want.. "I WANT TO FINISH MY FINAL!!"

i don want the same regret and shame happen to me just like in high school.. i want to graduate proud.. knowing i fought to the fullest.. but to do that i can't do it alone.. i need the whole support of the team.. please lend me ur strengh and motivation and let's graduate together.. ^ ^

2010-04-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

shit i forgot about the group chat with vishal!! damn.. sori propeller... we still love u..... don merajuk yea.. > <

things to get..
- sticker friction
- wood axel
- strings
- maturity

2010-04-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

The truth is...

- i always wanted to learn how to swim.. it helps to ease my trauma of drowning..

- i love exercise tat includes speed.. but nothing too heavy.. and i love climbing too.. i used to like climbing a pillar in my house.. :P

- i've killed multiple spiders with my bare hand and foot.. xD

- i'm lazy.. but i like to get things done.. especially those with deadlines.. and if i don't.. it'll haunt me BAD.. i still remember not being able to submit 2 figures work on time coz i was helping my friend Zheng waking up.. > < 2 weeks in a row..

- i'm haunted by 3 major P.. Past, Present and Pessimic Future... need to work on those 3 and be more optimistic..

- i like minority better than majority.. :P

- if i get BORED... i can't shut up.. > <

2010-04-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. there's no way that's gonna happen.. coz if there is a dragon.. i wouldn't even dare to touch it.. :P

2010-04-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

I'm just Dann

who doesn't like swimming...
doesn't read books...
doesn't like to exercise...
like cute and fluffy stuff...
sucks at activity games...
not talented...
quiet, serious and emo...
doesn't like to go out to face the sun or the rain...
doesn't like to sweat...
likes blue...
loves cat...
trauma for water and dogs...
despise spiders...
doesn't fancy having long hair...
loves shoes, jackets, bags, etc accessories...
likes shows with nice storyline...
sucks at mandarin and cantonese...
not active...

i wouldn't lie about myself.. would i?

2010-04-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

Few crazy things tat i did..
- i accidentally make soya bean into tau fu fa... by leaving it in my room overnight.. soo tat's how they do it.. :P

- i forgot to da pao ed's lunch... soriiii docomo...... pls don starve coz of me... > <

- i've been abit over crazy in the office i think... until i made my junior in india say he geli... LOL.. i was just joking.. =3=

- the truth is still more funny than made up joke.. when lily sit next to me.. i notice the sun has been blocked... and when i mention tat... apparently everyone laughed... it's the truth... :P

- i slumbered too much in the office i think... it took me 3 days to finish a paint work which i think i could've finished in 2 days time.. just coz i missed one whole day of dailies.. > < have to catch up man.. go go go

- i wrote a looong letter... first my facebook crashed after i've written it half way and i almost gave up writing it.. but i did finish it.. > < i hope it managed to cheer u up.. :P

- this mommy, darling, and daddy term tat i've been getting used to... i think i should repent from them... LOL

2010-04-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

I was being rude.. I'm so sorry.. It's just tat the topic was out of my league... I mean.. cars wei... I may know a bit abit bout guitar, yoyo.. but i totally car blind.. > < Soo i'm really sorry for the way i stoned..

Who knows... I still care.. after all this time.. i'm happy for her though.. :)

2010-03-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

things to do..
- clock
- calender
- curtain n hanger
- shampoo
- pay rent and maxis
- etc

2010-03-27T11:56:00.000-07:00

Yo! Apa kabar semua. Perasaan dah lama sekali gak update blog ini.. haha.. maap yo wa lagi di hometown wa sih.. jarang2 bisa online di sini sooo yea.. Anyway wa hari ini baru balik dari Acara Ceramah &Tanya Jawab Dhamma VI bersama Bhikkhu Uttamo Mahathera dengan Tema Hope & Happiness

Yang pergi gua, cici w dan 2 tante gua. Lucunya dari acara ini, pembukaanya saya ada ikut mendengarkan dan memberikan pendapat, jadi begitu pembawa acaranya membacakan naskahnya, gua dan cici gua terbahak2 di kursi kami kayak orang gila... LOL

Ini adalah kejadian yg terjadi setahun sekali. Tahun lalu sih cici gua bilang topiknya "How to change your life".. menurut dia lebih menarik sih.. tak taulah

Btw, di sini beliau berceramah tentang 3 hal penting yg harus diterapkan untuk mencapai kebahagiaan di dalam hidup ini..

1. Cukup ( ENOUGH )
Haruslah anda mengatakan cukup senantiasa dalam kehidupan anda, menunjukkan anda telah puas dengan apa yang anda miliki. Seandainya seseorang tidak mampu mengatakan cukup akan sesuatu, maka orang tersebut tidaklah mengenal batas atau dikenal dengan ketamakan dan lantas tak kan bisa mencapai kepuasan dalam hal apa pun yang dilakukan.

2. Justru ( THAT'S WHY )
Ada perbedaan besar dalam cara orang menghadapi masalah2 berdasarkan sudut pandangnya sendiri. Biasakanlah melihat hal dengan perumpamaan justru daripada mumpung. Janganlah berpikiran MUMPUNG ada kesempatan melakukan yang tidak baik tapi karena JUSTRU anda berada di posisi anda sekarang, apakah yang anda bisa lakukan untuk bisa berbuat kebajikan yang bisa menguntungkan kepada orang lain?

3. Untuk jangka waktu yang lama ( For a long time range )
Dan bila anda menerapkan kedua hal yang di atas janganlah cuma panas2 taik ayam saja. Biasakanlah dan jadikanlah kedua hal tersebut iman di dalam hidup anda beserta terapkan dan sebarkan di dalam kehidupan keluarga anda. Berikanlah harapan dan kesempatan kepada diri anda sendiri untuk dapat berbahagia di hidup ini.

Medan, 26 Februari 2010

2010-03-02T17:00:00.000-08:00

After i lost my smile for a while.. who to know tat "myself" would bring me back that smile to me.. damn... but then again.. lol..

Reasons i can't smile..
- i'm been worried sick bout the employment pass.. i know i like to make speculations and assumptions which is really not helping.. and for a certain someone who appear to me and told me to wait for another 2 years.... IS REALLY NOT HELPING!! Best everyone had said is just pray for me.. it's not much.. but it's enough... don't go and lol-ed when i say i'm gonna be kicked out of msia when i don't get the job... it drives me nuts.. soo please.....

- some water explosion right on my face really reminds me of why i hated water.. i've been clumsy.. useless.. and not "creative"... everything i tried to do always ends up a catastrophe.. every time i want to help.. "something always come up to help me realize how i can't be useful".. just great... as if i don't feel secluded enough... life ain't so great nowadays...

- i miss a lot of stuff.. but then those are the stuff that kills me... i dunno what to do.. present doesn't seem too good.. i scared of what result might come up in the future.. even the past doesn't help much to keep me believe in myself.. this is nuts.. really really nuts..

2010-02-24T23:58:00.000-08:00

I miss-ed Moder Vuca's
I miss-ed Diedethians
I miss-ed MGC
I miss-ed Momo
I miss-ed RnH
I miss-ed guitar
I miss-ed yoyo
I miss-ed drawing
I miss-ed 2D Animation
I miss a lot of stuff.... > <

2010-02-07T21:27:00.000-08:00

Touch my Bread

I know u've been wanting me but i don't want you
in my imagination sorry but there is no you
U know tat there's only one thing and that is true
and if u don't know what i'm saying let's go to my room

Chorus :
*
If there's a gardenia bread hidden in here, i will eat it ( oh i would, i would )
If there's a high 5 branded bread, i see around here ( it won't do, it won't do )

Coz if i find another brand tat u put upon plate
i will hunt u down
coz baby u know i only eat there's one and only thing
listen to me clear, there'll be no mistake

Touch my body, never touch my bread
Put me on the ground, tickle me around
TOuch my body, never touch my bread
u're face is so red, u eat too much bread

Take my money, help me buy some bread
i have had a lot, i still want some more
Touch my honey, wipe me on the bread
come on and give me wat i deserve
*

I hope you finally get to know what i mean
I like you but i know that we just can't be
coz there is not gonna be much space in between
there is just gonna be my precious bread and me

Chorus *

I'll treat you like a second wife, really hope that you don't mind
in my little luxury, in my little factory
oh baby please don't be so mad
i will give you plenty bread

Touch my body, never touch my bread
Put me on the ground, tickle me around
TOuch my body, never touch my bread
u're face is so red, u eat too much bread

Take my money, help me buy some bread
i have had a lot, i still want some more
Touch my honey, wipe me on the bread
come on and give me wat i deserve

Touch my bread-y
Touch my bread-y
Touch my bread-y
Touch my bread-y
Touch my bread-y

2010-01-31T01:14:00.000-08:00

Ah yes.. it's nonsense.. It's a game all along ain't it.. Nothing is real.. U've come all the way here.. And now u go back to where u started... Everything is the same... Just to find someone familiar to tell u... "i told u so" xD

2010-01-19T07:45:00.000-08:00

my days in my hometown

1. went to search for shoes in Thamrin, bought some jacket, posponed flight to sunday
2. went to search for shoes in Yuki and Carrefur, food poisoning, bracers removed
3. finally found my shoes in Medan Mall, wasted a lot of water, slept half of the day off

target..

get sambal bubuk from God knows where
buy lots of chitato and snacks
get IC
souveniers?

2010-01-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

2010-01-15T23:57:00.000-08:00

i hate this

2010-01-06T11:27:00.001-08:00

(rough idea for our song performance)

Jai Ho, Jai Ho, Jai Ho, Jai Ho
Aaja Aaja Jind Shamiyane Ke Tale
Aaja Jariwale Nile Aasman Ke Tale
Jai Ho Jai Ho

Made in India, made in India
Ek dil chaahiye that' s made in India
O ho ho ho made in India, ek pyaara soniya
Ek dil chaahiye that' s made in India

tum paas aa'e, yuu.n muskaraa'e
tum ne na jaane kya, sapane dikhaa'e
ab to mera dil, jaage na sota hai
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai

O bladi di di o blada da da o bladu du du
What to do?
O bladi di di o blada da da o bladu du du
We love you…..

You are my love story aha aha
You are my true story seha seha
Jom makan puri… dosa and idly.. Chole batura briyani curry!!!

Saruman ( Current song ) til end..

2009-12-24T02:12:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas!!! Riot here cannot go anywhere.. LOL

2009-12-20T05:23:00.000-08:00

A little something tat i get from playing volley.. >< but it healed d now.. just feel like posting it.. xD

2009-12-18T12:55:00.000-08:00

Been here for a month plus d... Made quite a bonding... Things tat i don regret though they aren't all good but it has been very precious memories and experience.. xD

2009-11-22T11:59:00.000-08:00

my messy room... ><
-yoyo borrowed from ray
-lappy next to bed soo i can play and lie down at the same time
-jacket next to bed coz no where else to put
-small alarm clock next to my bed tat failed to wake me up every morning..
-messy placement of all my stuff.. xD

tat includes all my update on my room... LOL

2009-11-17T11:00:00.000-08:00

Yoyo practise improved... xD

- i can throw and catch a yoyo instantly... ><
- managed to do a loop.. ><
- still trying to balance the yoyo... ><
- which to buy?? ><

fh zero or fast 201?? it has to be blue..

wanna learn guitar as well... ><
C G Am F

have to keep up... ><

2009-11-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

Did my first cooking last night.. Took me approximately 40 minutes.. Including changing the drinking water gallon and wash up.. It smells exactly like my cooking years ago.. >< too bad this time i got stomachache.. HIKZ

ignore the happy face.. this face is no longer smiling after the toilet trip.. xD

2009-11-11T10:48:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. today officially ended... and i got 82 wishes from fb itself.. One early direct wish from kuan win.. then followed by ciz and jenny... XD

after tat early morning from ed and anis.. (Ray still keeping it to himself til the very last.. ><) then after tat got wishes from everyone at work.. LOL ( i shall ignore one ppl )

i bought candy for everyone... Sorriii... must save money liao.. xD (anis kept on looking at me and laugh... i knew something was gonna happen ever since.. or was i wrong?? XD)

Then at night i was really tired.. the session from Siddarth today was unbearable.. I sleep straight away after reached home.. afterwards wake up at 8.30.. time for dinner.. Ray say him and Hosim wanna belanja me eat..

Then the drama starts.. Awww Hosim wanted to call his parents... Ray forgotten to bring his wallet.. We make a walk to the clubhouse and back to our house for nothing... But i'm confused... The phonecall is for wat??? Anyway.. when we was waiting for the lift.. i really scared tat anything might pop out then... (i feel very cautious since then d.. ><)

all the way home was saved.. i checked.. no slipper around.. GOOD, then i wanted to run to hide at my room.. Soo smart... They're all there... >< dammit.. wrong place to hide... Dammit.. LOL

Nick said he wanted to get a cake.. but couldn't manage to.. LOL thanks for the effort.. the nearest cake shop is like.. 15 minutes walk... ><

Ed was sick.. Hope she feels better soon.. Too bad u couldn't join us... ><

I soo smart go and take Wan's glasses back.. haha.. but nvm la.. he's filled with warmth and hospitality.. thx.. (or coz he's sick tat's y warm?? LOL)

Anis.. kept on smiling the whole way.. very active la.. din cook today ar..? XD

Cheese.. wanted to call u to join us for the "dinner".. had a thought.. wat's a bday dinner without my close friend.. LOL.. thx for being there and my photographer.. xD

Thx i dunno either hosim or gaban the one who planned?? LOL.. All of ya all soo suspicious since afternoon d lar.. XD thankies..

Hafeez.. the super hyper active fella in game.. haha.. Everything also become kung fu.. LOL

Jenn.. u damn cool la.. shirt also cool blue.. XD at the end everyone also got a taste of the Tabasco.. haha.. no pop up message today?? XD

Ray.. thx for cleaning up... hahaha.. like the MC for the whole event.. glad knowing ya.. i'm still practicing for the yoyo.. >< (painful la.. kena my hip soo pain.. just now, but i'm sure will get it by the end of the year..)

Celine.. too bad u couldn't join in the fun.. hope u hav a great time in mumbay.. Cya next year.. XD

thx everyone.... XDXD I'm 20!!!! (too young for clubbing still.. haha)

2009-11-10T11:44:00.000-08:00

It's early in the morning and 25 wishes soo far... Not bad...
Guess wat i spent my time on today?? Practicing yoyo.. T^T.. Damn painful sia.. Keep on hitting me all over... Managed to magically do a single loop... Hav to keep on practicing.. Gambarimas!!!

2009-11-09T11:23:00.000-08:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaa... Hand pain.. My middle finger.... Practicing yoyo for the last 2 days.. The first day i managed to do rock the baby tricks.. Then everything was all about throwing and making a good sleeper.. I hit my hand with the yoyo alot of times..>< who knows on the second day my hand was like all painful.. But i still practice to get looping... But i still can't get it.. Only i know bout the tricks called tidal wave which is the basic of looping.. And i also can't get that.. Damn.. It's like the 2nd version of Break away but i can't get the loop.. it always hit me or my hand.. Geezzz.. And i figure my throwing skill is weaker than the first day.. Am i running out of stamina???

Went to toilet like.. 4 times today.. Thanks to the "smart cook" and the uncooked cheese omelet... == makes me don feel like eating cheese omelet anymore.. It really kills my tummy for the whole day.. Plus the super sweet coffee.. But Siddarth really makes me feel like sleeping... Lucky i got on music.. >< if not.. die la... And celine is leaving today.. xD.. Wish u best of luck.. No one gonna shoot at my lame joke anymore.. LOL.. See ya next year..

God.. pls remind me of doin my sis's homework... ><

2009-11-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

I'm been living around lots of wonderful ppl... ><
Things i never get to learn.. Stuff i never get to do.. Thank you soo much everyone.. For making my life the way it is... TT^TT (happy cry)
It's one of the time where i feel tat i'd need more time.. I need more... more... more time for someone i would like to share it with... xD

Fuck~

2009-11-02T09:30:00.000-08:00

First day came back at airport arrives in the morning.. Then there's no water available except the ones the company prepared... Made a glass of milo with it.. But got stomachache.. = = (the next morning realizes the water is full of wonderful particles floating around.. nicee )

Weather is hot!! Feel like kena direct sunlight like tat.. Then whenever i wash hand, always got one layer of dust feel like dat.. = =

Food... err... well, firstly it's ok.. at least i think soo, apparently no one agrees with me.. hahaha.. I finished wat others can't and still hungry.. i don think it's appetite.. it's just plain black hole.. hahaha

Everyone is nice soo far.. I'm living with Ray in a far away land on our own.. LOL.. Ho sim is joining us this friday i think.. While Sheliin leaving around there... She's nice.. likes the way she talks... Practically AGAIN i'm the youngest in the group with up to ppl with age 29, Nicholas (cool dude) xD
then there's riduan, hafiz, ismad??, ciz, yee jeen, edwina, hanis... I like hangin out with most of em.. tho i abit far off from the smokers group though.. Coz they're quite the heavy type and i can't really stand the smell.. But they're cool... Well.. soo far everything still good.. xD probably sleeping early today... lol

RAY U SNORES!!!

2009-11-01T14:31:00.000-08:00

In India!!! Mosquito... Cow shit.. Crazy driving... And... small but comfy apartment.. Guess tat's about it.. xD